Jeanie
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
I Didn't Ask For This
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Gotta Let Go
Ooh wee I am so overdue! I know you missed me! A lot has occured and I have been extra busy getting life together. I have to say I am a happy camper when it comes to certain things. Now on the other hand, some issues are gnawing at the back of my neck trying to get me to just blow up!
So a few weeks ago I made a promise to myself. I was going to let go of some of my "bad habits" and try my best to do better. Well we're all grown here, right? One of my worst habits is going back to my ex. Here's why! He is what I call an addiction. I met him right after getting out of a relationship, when I was vulnerable. So yes I was attracted to him and I was reeled in easily. Also, he is chocolate and sexy! That's enough right there!! Plus there are things he can do...oh my bad! Anyhoo, everytime things start looking up in my life and I am happy, who pops up?? We'll call him "Choco Latte". He pops up out of nowhere and it's like we pick up right where we left off. I can go months, years without seeing or talking to him, and Choco Latte will email, text, Yahoo Messenger me and then "Oops I Did It Again"!!
This guy is like poison and a Margarita all wrapped into one. You don't need it but you can't stay away! Ugh! It's annoying, and sad. So I talked to my sister and she of course called me a "badass" and patted me on the back via the internet. But then we got serious about it. I know I have to let him go and stay away from him. But we all know how easy that is?! So what do you do? How do you stay away from someone who is literally part of you, part of your soul? How do you let go?
For once, I don't have the answer. But I did step one: blocked numbers and email. Too bad he can call from other numbers! Oy vey! I'll keep ya posted on this one. LOL Sheesh!
Oh yeah, listen to Kelly Price's song "Himaholic"...that's my song for him!!
Friday, January 20, 2012
Lil' Miss In Crowd
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Expect The Great
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Oy Vey
That's another thing!!! Why can't I find a job!? You'd think I was some kind of illiterate idiot! I have applied over and over everywhere for every kind of job that is out there and I can't get a job to save my life!!! UGH! Do you know how frustrating it is not being able to buy your kids undershirts and socks because you can't afford it at FRED'S?! Whoosa!! It's hard, but I keep going and I keep trying because I have faith. I really do believe that it's going to happen and I am going to come out on top. =) Besides if I don't keep telling myself that, who will? ;-) Anyway, enough venting for the day! Peace out bloggers!
Live. Laugh. Love.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
New Beginning
It's almost a new year and at the end of the year everyone always makes plans of what they're going to do different next year. I used to make a list too, until I realized there wasn't a point to it. I never stuck to the list and if I said I was going to lose weight, I somehow did the exact opposite! LOL So this year there is no list or whatever you wanna call it. But there will be changes. There will be some deleting though. ;-) If I haven't talked to you in over a month, no matter whose fault it is, you will be deleted from my phone. So simple. I plan on reading more of The Word. The entire Bible by the end of 2012. I know I can! =) I will be employeed before March! I will be back in school in January! Like I posted in an earlier blog, I am going to celebrate the entire month of January for my birthday. Maybe all year. I am so blessed to still be here, so I intend to celebrate! This is going to be a great year. =) 2011 is going to end fabulous and the New Year will begin fabulous! I'm getting excited. Everyone should be grateful to have survived this year and ready to begin a New Year! New Beginnings!
"I love my life. I may not have everything I ever wanted, but I have exactly what I need!" - Amie Phillips Dec. 2011