Oy Vey

         Oh man, I've been neglecting my blog! So anyhoo, I've been busy trying to get my plans in order. No, I'm not about to kick the bucket. But I do have some important things in life that I need to take care of before the year is over. For one, I am determined to finish school this year. I should have graduated last year. If not then at least by March this year. Well I have been in school since '08 working on earning my Bachelors in Business Administration. Unfortunately last Spring after I finished my classes I found out that I owe a balance that a single, unemployed, no income coming in mom can afford to pay. Now I have been trying everything possible but I just couldn't get the money to pay the balance. Well I was on the verge of giving up and just throwing in the towel when I went to my school and spoke to an admissions officer. She told me last year that if I came back in the beginning of the year I could apply as a new student and also get a scholarship that would help with my tuition. WOO HOO!! Yes! That is all I needed to hear!! So guess what I did for two hours yesterday?! That!! I reapplied and I was accepted and found out my tuition for the Spring semester is $55. Great, right? Yes and no. That balance is still there and I have to pay it before I start in the Spring! :'( So even though I am ready to start classes and ready to graduate I cannot start until that little roadblock is gone. *shoulders drop* BUT, I am going to make it. Because this is something that means too much to me to give up on now! I have worked too hard to give up now. Classes start in April, so I have got to bust my a%& to find a job so I can pay this balance, plus other bills I might have. Like my poor lil cell phone that is no longer ringing. :'(


     That's another thing!!! Why can't I find a job!? You'd think I was some kind of illiterate idiot! I have applied over and over everywhere for every kind of job that is out there and I can't get a job to save my life!!! UGH! Do you know how frustrating it is not being able to buy your kids undershirts and socks because you can't afford it at FRED'S?! Whoosa!! It's hard, but I keep going and I keep trying because I have faith. I really do believe that it's going to happen and I am going to come out on top. =) Besides if I don't keep telling myself that, who will? ;-) Anyway, enough venting for the day! Peace out bloggers!

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